i find this most apt..

wag nyo nang tanungin kung kanino...

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di porket ka-close ka,

mahalaga ka sa kanya...

di porket hinahanap ka,

namimiss ka niya...

di porket masaya siya sa'yo,

mahal ka niya...

Ginagawa niya lang yun,

Para di ka magmukhang tanga,

Kakamahal sa kanya...

**quote courtesy of kimmy**

of all people to get annoyed with, i didn't really expect it to be him.. don't get ne wrong or something, i'm not mad at him and this is a thing i know that will pass sometime. but at the moment, i'm virtually pissed off and annoyed..

it started last week with things he was doing... well i don't think they're all intentional but just the same, it's annoying... then yesterday... then today... what fun!!!

uhhh...

makes me re-think my previous statements especially the previous post...

* don't mind me... i think only nico and clarisse would understand. i just needed to get this out of my system.

can people get any more obsessed???

gosh!!!

i'm just too thankful that i'm not...

must really re-think _____life.

besides, life's simpler that way...

* comment ko sa taong sinasabi ko, "ADEEK!!!"

i hate the feeling. i get annoyed at some person for talking to me in one subject for no apparent reason. well, actually, the reason was that he talked to me. but i don't get it why i was annoyed that he did. i should actually be happy that he did. i've been really feeling and doing weird things lately.

and now, i feel so bad. i feel that i'm doing him some kind of an injustice. but the feeling of annoyance just pops. and before i know it, i'm in a bad mood already.

oh well. i guess i just have to deal with it...

good luck to me!

and people!!! please tag!!! weeeee!!!

ayos na ako?

oo... di typo error yan...

ayos naman kami eh... mukha namang di siya galit sa'kin eh...

pero gusto ko pa ring magalit sa sarili ko...

ang hilig ko kasing umasa. kahit wala akong inaasahan... kahit alam ko na sa loob-loob ko na wala talaga.

yung tipong lalong hindi ako dapat umaasa, lalo akong umaasa...

yak...

ayaw ko na...

i have to practice self-restraint...

i have been really unstable lately. i guess that's what pisay does to you, plus the fact that... well... i don't really wanna talk about it...

i've been missing my former school and my friends from two days although i don't think they feel the same way.

it's depressing. i mean, i've only kept in touch with one or two friends and i and my bestfriend(from csa) haven't talked for almost a year (9 days short) now.

adding up to this, i feel that i'm having friendship problems with friends from pisay, too. it's so hard.

and i really feel so down. my ego's been hurt for quite some days now.

add the fact that i still don't have a prom date. yes, however shallow it may seem, i am depressed by this fact. considering that i am a girl and pisay population consists mainly of boys (2/3 of the pisay population are boys, well, in our batch, at least).

although i hate to admit this, i feel like a loser.

uhhhh... i wanna sleep.