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November 3, 2005
negra na si fatima, ang pangit pa ng tan lines nya

a wish was made by bittersweet_041 @ 07:01 PM

mood // happy

random stuff i want to share

1. negra na si fatima, ang pangit pa ng tan lines nya. pero well, at least i have a remembrance of the metrocon. as ugly and as painful as my sunburn is, i will just think that for two days, i witnessed how God's power can touch my life through yfc. oh yeah!

2. my shoes are finally recognizable. after 4 days of washing off mud from my shoes, they're finally recognizable. but i must tell you, marist mud is hard to take off. and until now, there are still traces.

3. after months of boy-watching, nagsawa na din ako. although i found some cute guys in the metrocon, it really didn't seem to matter anymore.

4. kahit pag nasa pisay ay di ko pa rin ganong ka-close ang mga pisay yfc, masaya talaga silang ka-bonding come conference time. kahit may mga tahimik, kahit may sobrang corny mag-joke, kahit may mga wala lang, masaya pa rin. at ray2, di ka pa rin nakakasawang kasama.

5. i vow to never have my frappuccino upgraded from tall to grande, even for free. after drinking the grande mocha frappuccino awhile ago, my stomach wanted to burst open.

6. after years of drinking mocha frappuccino, i finally decided to change my flavor to coffee jelly. i found the mocha frap's coffee to be mild. i just have to not think of the fact that coffee jelly's 20 pesos more expensive.

7. i finally read book 6. and i must admit, it was very good and as with most books that i've read, i cried during the latter part. oh so typical of me.

8. province life is a breather from the oh-so-complicated and oh-so-tiring city life.

9. i've finally gotten myself a scapular. i have to have it blessed ithough since we went to mass first before buying it. i have to be a really good child, then.

10. although i missed some people and i wasn't able to help in the ramayana stuff during the weekend, it was such a blast. it was happy having to hang around with my family and cousins.

11. i'm 600 pesos richer, although i almost used it to buy a shirt on sale from guess awhile ago. imagine, a shirt on sale for 600 pesos. whoa!! good thing i'm starting to take control of myself from impulse buying. weeee!!!

12. i and my sisters are going to get ballroom dancing lessons from my aunt when we get back to the province in december. and seems like i'm going to take belly dancing lessons during the summer. weeee squared!!!

13. there are many upcoming yfc things and seems that i could go to most of them. wee!!! three conferences in less than a year and counting...

14. i am just to overwhelmed to put all the stuff here. i'm so happy! weee!!!



4 brightened my sky...


November 7, 2005
to someone

a wish was made by bittersweet_041 @ 09:21 PM

well.. this person doesn't probably read my blog anyway...

but who cares...

to this person, i'm so sorry if i hurt you, literally, awhile ago. i really didn't mean that.

if it's any consolation to you (although i guess you probably don't care by now), i've never felt this guilty because i whacked some person except that one time i spanked joanne in the arm, which after 1 millisecond turned red, as in red...

so sorry...

aun lang...

and one more... don't excite or surprise me unless you want another one. ÜÜÜ

haha... bangag...



1 brightened my sky...


November 9, 2005
...

a wish was made by bittersweet_041 @ 11:35 PM

Kailan [kailan], kailan mo ba mapapansin ang aking lihim
Kahit ano'ng aking gawin, 'di mo pinapansin
Kailan [kailan], kailan hahaplusin ang pusong bitin na bitin
Kahit ano'ng gawing lambing, 'di mo pa rin pansin

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Kasinungalingang sabihin kong 'di ka na mahal
Ang paghihirap ko ngayo'y aking nararanasan
Kahit itago pa, tiyak iyong malalaman
Kasinungalingang 'di ka mahal

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I may never get to hold you so tight
I may never get to kiss you goodnight
I may never get to look deep in your eyes
And so it seems
I always will be wishing you were mine
I'll think about what could be all the time
All the happiness that I could find
Baby, a girl can dream
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If i cut my hair
If i change my clothes
Will you notice me?
If i bite my lip
If i say hello
Will you notice me?
Whats it gonna take for you to see
To get you to notice me



be a star in my sky...


November 15, 2005
sorry uli

a wish was made by bittersweet_041 @ 08:58 PM

music // le divorce-diane johnson

sorry uli... alam ko... especially mean ako sa'yo.... sorry... defense mechanism ko lang talaga ang magtaray... tsaka siguro, ganun lang un dahilgusto ko nang ilabas ung mga sama ng loob ko although alam ko namang wala akong karapatan...

tsaka nagsasawa na din kasi ako... ayaw ko namang ganon na lang lagi ang papel ko...

tsaka well... i have a great reason to believe that i don't look like a baggage counter or something of that sort...

tsaka sabi ko naman sa huli joke lang un eh... sana hindi ka galit...

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sige fatima.. magdrama na naman...

pagbigyan nyo na ko.. i'm just giving reasons so that i wouldn't feel as guilty as i supposedly should for being mean.



be a star in my sky...


November 15, 2005
senti time

a wish was made by bittersweet_041 @ 09:24 PM

after weeks of trying not to be the senti person that i am, the bug struck again.

fatima spells senti all over. so before i explode(which, of course, is not a very good idea since i go all hysterical and ballistic), i will rant and rave all i want.

seatbelts on, hold tight, c'mon!

the prom: yeah... i always make a big deal out of this. why? because no matter how i put it, i know deep inside that i don't want to go stag. at least, not this year. the problem is, deep in my heart, i don't want any othe prom date. then, the bigger problem is, asking him is so out of the question. he doesn't want girls asking him. and aside from that, him(tama ba?), asking me, is so so so out of the question. so whichever way, i'd go stag. then we go back to my arguments earlier. and then go back and back and back. and before i know it, it's prom time. and i'm sulking because i am so pathetic when it comes to these sort of things. people, this is the epitome of a dilemma. thank you.

my crush retentioN: i just don't get the point why i was doomed to have long-term crushes. after being hurt, after knowing that he doesn't like me, after knowing that i simply don't have hope, that i don't stand a chance, it's still there, standing. why doesn't it just go away?

well... that's about it.

ganito lang ang point nyan:

WALA SYANG GUSTO SAKIN AT HINDI KO SIYA MAGIGING PROM DATE. MASAKLAP PA DUN, HANGGANG NGAYON, MAY CRUSH PA DIN AKO SA KANYA!

TAKTE!



1 brightened my sky...


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