finally enrolled yesterday. and mind you, when i was writing my year and section in my temporary id for the id pic, it felt weird... someone's my classmate and the other one's not. go figure who these are. and i bet you could. now, i'm not sure if i'd be happy with the sectioning or not. one thing's for sure, i'm nervous, really nervous.

anyway. i'm in advanced programming so i better brush up on my C++. the horrors of it. java is funner, language-wise.  but i want adprog better, i think. and there's this factor, too. (ok, fatima. stop it. shut up!)

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anyway. mich added to the hype that i call "nico". hindi naman ako masyadong obvious noh. anyway.. there's about a half percent chance naman that he'd see this. kaya go na. pero hindi ko na siya crush uli. may turn-off moment kasi na si clar at ako lang ang nakakaalam dahil seryoso. so for now, he'd remain as one of the hottest guys that i've encountered in my life. actually, baka siya nga ung hottest. since i haven't seen freddie prinze, jr., tom cruise, japoy lizardo and keanu reeves in person. kaya sige na nga. siya na lang. (nagpaparanoid attack na naman ako. pano kaya kung mabasa niya toh? hala!)

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so there. nothing to really blog about except for this hype and the fact that i hyperventilated yesterday when i found out that he was classmate. i'm not ready. nyek. deh.. hindi siya ang problema ko talaga.  basta. baka kasi asar-asarin na naman nila ako eh. anyway. God bless me. and everyone else.

tomorrow is going to be my first stint as math club executive director... woah! big name... but really.. anyway.. i'm supposed to "sell" our very lovable club to the freshmen... and i still haven't thought of what i'm going to say... but on the bright side, sir mardan's our club adviser. wee... fun fun!

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been cleaning "the other room" and still haven't finished. every hour or so, i long for the comfort of the aircon, which by the way can't be found in "the other room". so i keep coming back to "the room" and put off the cleaning. and by the way, i'm playing the piano again. nothing really complicated but still... malay niyo.. maging next piano prodigy ako.. ahaha.. asa!!!

since i didn't use the computer yesterday, i found myelf another distraction. wee! from a black and boring executive diary to this:

o, db?! sosyal! nyek.. f na f.. anyway... medyo weird pa ung back kaya bakay aayusin ko pa siya... ayun... yun lang.. Ü

i have to constantly remind myself that i shouldn't be reading candyblog or else i might do something really psychotic like taking up BA Communication at the Ateneo. but yeah. no matter how psychotic i am, i probably won't be able to do that in a thousand years. i might as welled be killed by my father becauseif i do that, i'd be paying back the Republic of the Philippines around half a million. and i wouldn't want that.

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i haven't talked about my lovelife for quite some time now. so... i am going to now...

okei. so as ray2 had put it some time ago, this is turning into another tsinelas situation. well, before, i was telling her that it wasn't true. but now, you bet it is. what's scary is i might get really psycho and tell him in some crappy way that he is, in fact, my crush. and it would forever be in my memory lane as one of the lamest things that i did my entire life. argh!

and since i'm at it, let me tell you how my lovelife really sucks. ever since ever, it's been unrequited. and for consolation, i blame it to to my ever increasing stored body fat. argh! i need to lose weight!

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school's really stressful. and i bet you have noticed that due to the times i referred to myself as psycho. and i'm in my most emotionally unstable self, ever. and it's only the second week.

owell.. gotta do some research on katuray. oyeah!

for all you shopaholics out there, especially to shoe-a-holics, check out this page from Shopcrazy.com and check out the section regarding Sapato Manila. The store carries really great shoes and bags. Check out the flats and the hobo bags in the first picture. Ü

too bad i don't have enough moolah to spend. if only i were richer....