grabe... i haven't written a decent blog entry in ages.. well, it's primarily due to the fact that i don't have an internet connection back home since our pc's having tantrums for the longest time...

i've just realized that blogging only works for me when the day/s is/are uneventful for me, well at least most of the time...

well... right now is not really uneventful but i just need an outlet or i would just end up having an emotional breakdown....

first of all, for the record, i've gotten over a "serious" crush for the shortest time. well, actually, i only "get over" my "serious" crushes... because duh.... unless the non-serious crush changes his face or sumthing, he will always have the looks or whatever cuteness factor i liked in him.... owell.. i'm getting too malabo na...

anyway... basta.. to make things simpler, my current crush is not my current crush anymore.. yes, for people who know, yun ung crush na limited na tao pa lang ang nakakaalam...

anyway....

right now, i am a myriad of feelings and emotions.  i have such overwhelming emotions of disappointment, confusion, kilig and all other nasty stuff. grabe... i wanna tell everything here but i just can't because duh-uh i need to protect myself... anyway... i'm not making sense, am i?

i just wanna get to college because right now is the time when high school couldn't get nastier.... i think... so much stuff to deal with... academics... "future" - including college scholarships and sorts... this lovelife "confusion" thingy... hay... nako...

i'm gonna stop na... i don't want na... grabe... i might look ok outside but inside i'm such a mess....

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so onto non-serious stuff... i don't like jasmin (from pbb season 2)... she's gotta be the 1st one to go... so egocentric. my gah! primadonna, di naman bagay...

as said by the title, this is one of my favorite one tree hill quotes... i'm not exactly in this stage right now, but sort of...

"Sometimes people play hard to get to know that the other person's feelings are real." - Brooke Davis

the hard part with playing hard to get is what if the other one becomes tired of getting? and there's no chance to tell that other person brooke's famous line "i want you to fight for me"?

hayyy...

may maka-gets kaya ng mga in between the lines ko? ever...

so much could happen in a week.. like having a not confirmed to a confirmed crush... add to that the fact that around 20 people already know... hay... well, at least, i could talk to them about it... and well... it was shared within yfc boundaries so it is better stay there... haha...

looking forward to the praisefest na... thinking about it makes me think less about the graduation and the with honors dilemma i've had since last week.  owell.. life's like that... now's the time where i ask for a miracle...

anyway... i invite everyone to

Praisefest 2007

Thirst Quencher: Is He in you?

22 March 2007, 4-8 pm, PSHS Field

Reply slips are needed for you to be able to attend so tag or comment here if you need one... yay! Let's all praise and thank God

i've been using windows vista for the past few days now... i think it's prettier and more user-friendly... in short, i love it, until now... i'm installing my phone's software on my computer when the installing wizard tells me that it can't because it can only function in windows xp or 2000. the horrors of new technology...

i badly need a very fast internet connection... kailangan ko nang ipost ang matagal nang nabubulok na mga pictures sa computer ko.. hayy..

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remind me again why i should never visit websites of shops... i have this weird impulse to go right away to megamall and galleria... shoes from schu are only 399... san ka naman dun?

yipee!!! new blog layout! thank you to up4grabs for the very pretty layout!

ngayon ko lang na-realize na si bubbles nga pala ang superhero ko sa english essay ko dati.. haha...

and right now, i wanna sing "love, love, love, love, love makes the world go round!"

so ray2, had her hair rebonded na... ako rin dapat! haha.. at kailangan ko na atang magpa diamond peel..

hay nako.. super turn off talaga sa mga guys ang mga umiinom at naninigarilyo... hay.. ayaw ko na tuloy na crush si **o***..

haha..

went to landmark today to buy my (2nd pair of) grad shoes.. i love it.. it's so high heel-y and all.. went to glorietta afterwards and bought another cellphone case which is all nice and pink and pretty from follow your heart..which btw is a really nice kiosk that sells bags and wallets and shoe and bag organizers. it's located below the hall leading to national bookstore... and if i were really to follow my heart, i would have had bought everything, if only my wallet permits... owell... the sorrows of having a student budget..

went to csa afterwards... it was so so so hot that i was already hyperventilating.. saw marla... i was happy to see her although i'm sad at the same time... (let me be conyo for a while) seeing the status of our friendship, it's so nakakahinayang since i know it would be really hard to get it back... well... at least i still get to see her once in a while... i sorely miss my grade school friends na...

and to epitomize the hotness of it all, i watched she's the man awhile ago.. borrowed it from ray2 way way back although it wouldn't play on our dvd player... buti na lang, may laptop na ako at dito ko siya plinay... and voila... it played in all of channing tatum's hot glory... hay... was not that mystified by him with step up pero to the highest level sa she's the man... sorry freddie prinze, jr... but owell.. grabe talaga... he is SOOOOOO hot!!! flaming! (grabe.. ang landi!) anyways, thank you ray2... gonna give it back to you as soon as possible...