Entries for April, 2007

ngayon alam ko na... a wish was made by bittersweet_041 @ 06:39 PM

sa mga nakakaalam: sabi ko dati, komplikado ung "new crush" ko... tapos tinanong niyo ako, "eh bakit? kasi ayaw mo siyang maging crush?" tapos sabi ko, "oo." sabi niyo, "bakit?" pero di ako nakasagot... di ko rin alam exactly... nung una, iniisip ko kasi alam ko aasarin na naman ako ng mga tao... baka tanungin nila ako kung bakit at di ko malaman kung anong isasagot ko dahil di naman talaga siya ganun ka-crushable, in my standards at least.. kasi, haller naman.. last 2 crushes... pero ngayon alam ko na... alam ko na kung bakit deep inside me ayaw ko siya... kasi di ko magets kung bakit ginagawa niya ang mga ginagawa niya at sinasabi niya ang mga sinasabi niya. at feeling oftentimes, if not most of the time, ay di niya ako nirerespeto... di ko alam kung sinasadya niyo or may super weird way lang siya of showing "affection".. pero pag narerealize ko the number of times na nasaktan niya ako this year.. ayun na...

be a star in my sky...

lack of skills a wish was made by bittersweet_041 @ 10:13 PM

haha... kulang pa din ako sa paranoid skills... owell.. whatever... wala na akong paki... life's too short to spend on looming on things like that.. and besides, it would find of way of getting out someday so why not now when it still has a chance to be "useful". haha...

be a star in my sky...

fun weekend a wish was made by bittersweet_041 @ 11:10 PM

just came home from the province today.. went there last thursday... had a lot of fun.. haha.. ang sama ko talaga.. holy week tapos nagsasaya pa ako anyway.. thursday: woke up at 4, left home at 6 and arrived there at around 7 in the evening.. there was so much traffic in northy luzon expressway that we were just in pampanga at around 9am... arrived at manaoag (in pangasinan) very late and we weren't able to arrive on time for the mass... saw belle's mom when we were buying candles... ate lunch.. travelled again... arrived home (at least for the last 4 days) ... friday: didn't do much... except go to my cousin's house and to the sari-sari store and made papaya ice candy... yumyum... but before being able to make the ice candy, we had a huge problem on whose going to stay at home... all the adults were out except for my 25-year old cousin so we couldn't really get out to buy our "ingredients"... we couldn't leave the house especially with the pig for my party... being the imaginative people that we were, we schemed on things to prevent burglars from getting the pig and all... haha... basta.. it was so funny... in the end, my old cousin and i went to the store.... hah.. ang corny ko talaga magkwento... saturday: slept... went to a medical mission to do nothing... talked to other cousins... played trivial pursuit... read the 2007 time kid's almanac i bought in pisay.. walked somewhere... had my "graduation party" in the afternoon until the evening... was given by a total of 1000 pesoses by various people... and made another batch of papaya ice candy... sunday: went to mass... attended a cousin's baptism... attended the reception... slept... had a very fun easter egg hunt... played... rode and drove the pedicab which almost got destroyed because we were all riding it.... picked mangoes... well actually my cousin did and i was the one who put them in the baskets.... went around the barangay in search for the magical tuyo ON FOOT... danced on the road to the tune of the candidates' campaign tunes while searching... went back and forth to one certain store... played trivial pursuit and cheating because i was looking for some of the answers in the almanac... played treasure towers and had real great fun... ahaha monday: went home... hah! what boring post! but really... it was a very fun weekend...

3 brightened my sky...

ilc a wish was made by bittersweet_041 @ 11:26 PM

you know how it is with me, blogging and big events... so despite the fact that i really want to write so many things about the ilc, i won't... the "magic" does not wear off that way... anyway... just to satisfy my "craving" to blog, i'd make kwento about some things... first of all, the ilc was a lot of fun... it gave me such great satisfaction and at the same time gave me a great passions to make things better... it's such an eye-opener for me especially with my service to the Lord. i could not exactly talk about it with anyone but the ilc made me realize that i could do more.... basta... i wouldn't elaborate... sana, in the future, kahit man lang for 1-2 years ay maging yfc full-time worker ako... sa mga kasama ko sa ilc, it was fun sharing the experience with you, guys... hah! mabilis akong maligo! i could be fast if i wanted to.. tapos, yung tungkol kay "crush" sana naman di lumabas yan... lalo ka na, greggy!!! ayun... ray2! sa tagaytay ang next ilc!!! sana naman makapunta ka na dun!!! so un... sorry for the incoherent-ness of my entry... EDIT: naga was great... and their mazapan de pili is more yummy and delicious than the one we had from albay...

be a star in my sky...

panawagan... a wish was made by bittersweet_041 @ 10:24 PM

ayan.. napag-isipan ko na to and it's time that i say something about it... kahit pa sobrang kinikilig ako at times pag inaasar niyo ako, i'd rather you don't do it... alam kong kinikilig kayo sa loveteam namin (urghhh...) pero ganun lang yun.. oo nga may crush ako sa kanya pero it's not a one-way street, my friends... kailangan, para mangyari ang mga gusto niyong mangyari, he has to like me, at least... at camon naman... basta.. ayun.. sana lang, wag niyo nang ipinipilit sakin dahil in the end, ako lang ung masasaktan... so.. yun... salamat.. at sorry for whatever...

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resolution no.1 a wish was made by bittersweet_041 @ 02:01 PM

it's so fun reading blog archives although it's humiliating at the same time... so ayun.. reading my blog archives made me realize how big of an issue i'm making out of my "lovelife"... but now that i think of it, it's the only "big" part of my life that i could share with people without reservations.. ung iba kasi, i'd rather keep to myself or share with only a few people.. kaya ngayon, i am resolving to at least have a lovelife entry abstinence for 2 months... kahit ngayong summer lang... and besides, summer is all about having fun.. and everybody knows how my "lovelife" is not making me happy at all... so yun.. that's all for now.. watch out for my future posts... i'd try to make it as fun as possible..

be a star in my sky...

foot spa a wish was made by bittersweet_041 @ 02:17 PM

ang "lovelife" entry abstinence ay naging entry abstinence na all together... owell... buhay baboy ako ngayong summer... tulog, kain, internet, tulog, nood ng tv, kain, tulog... haayy... at tumataba na ata ako... sa totoo lang, wala naman talaga akong maisulat pero dahil naiinggit ako sa mga post ng ibang tao ay pinilit ko na din... kaya para magkaroon naman ng saysay ang entry na to, magpopost na lang akong quote at sasabihin ko kung anong comment ko... pinadala to ni sir mardan sakin kanina at feeling ko ung mga ganitong text ata ay joke... pero well... "it's better to cross the line and suffer the consequences than to just stare at the line for the rest of your life... -- rules sa patintero" (may feeling ako na pag nabasa to ni rob ay may maiisip siya bigla.. anyway...) naaamaze lang ako na ang isang bagay na katulad ng patintero (isang laro, for this matter) ay puwedeng kuhanan ng isang importanteng lesson in life... sabi nga nung econ class, high risk, high return... at super rare, kung meron man, ng low risk, high return... siguro, un ang problema sakin minsan, kaya di ako makuntento sa buhay ko... kasi natatakot akong mag-risk ng malaki.. tapos sa dulo, manghihinayang ako na hindi ako nag-risk ng mas malaki... katulad na lang sa friends... mas gusto ko pang isipin na loner ako at masungit ng ibang tao keysa makipagfriends sa kanila at i-risk na hindi nila ako pansinin... pero mahirap din naman na mag-risk lalo na kung naka-experience ka na dati ng pagririsk ng malaki na walang kinahinatnan... owell.. ganyan naman talaga ang buhay... ayan... wala na namang pinuntahan ang mga pinagsasabi ko... so.. ang masasabi ko lang ay KAILANGAN ko nang magpafoot-spa dahil promise, ang pangit-pangit niya na at GUSTO kong manood ng spiderman 3... sana bigyan ako ni greggy ng free tickets...

be a star in my sky...

top 5 a wish was made by bittersweet_041 @ 02:54 PM

lists are a great part of my life... that's probably why i was never a good writer because my paragraphs weren't coherent enough. you could even try asking sir tafaleng to attest to that. and to show my love for lists and to give a lame excuse for an entry, i'd be putting my top 5 current book faves in no particular order. 1. The Undomestic Goddess by Sophie Kinsella This book tells the story of a lawyer who, after thinking that she committed a grave mistake that ruins all of her chances in becoming a partner in a popular law firm, goes out of the city and into the countryside posing as a maid. The problem is, she does not know any household chores. The book tells of her adventures and mis-adventures and the joys of simple life. It also shows that indeed, the best things in life are free. 2. Suzanne's Diary for Nicholas by James Patterson The book shows how life is full of second chances. It gives the hope of finding love, even after being hurt before. 3. By the River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept by Paulo Coelho The book tells the story of how everyone could serve God, even in ways we couldn't completely understand. It also has a LOT of quotable quotes. 4. Chinese Cinderella by Adeline Yen Mah The book tells the story of a girl who's been exposed to the cruelties of life even as a very little kid. It tells about her search for love from the people who matter to her and how, amidst difficulties, she struggled to best she could possibly be. 5. Flipped by Wendelin van Draanen At first, the story might appear just as a "love" story between two kids. But as you read further, you realize that it has things that are more important than crushes. It talks about family and how things are not always what they seem to be. It shows that you cannot readily judge a person by the way he looks or by his living standards. Note: Kung nabasa niyo na ang mga librong ito at feeling niyo ay mali-mali ang mga pinagsusulat kong thingymajigs tungkol sa libro, sabihin niyo lang, or better yet, wag niyo na lang pansinin kasi bangag na ako...

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