Entries for December, 2007

ott a wish was made by bittersweet_041 @ 09:13 PM

okee... i just need a break from being over the top and stop being so madrama.. soo... ever since we've had dsl, i've been so amazed... yes.. i'm a self confessed dial-up girl since time immemorial until about two months ago.. so just imagine how it is with me and dsl.. it's like i'm seeing the world in a whole new different point of view (haha.. i know.. still madrama.. ) anyway.. i just love how dsl opens so many possibilities for me... i can pseudo-watch miss saigon... and i probably won't have to go to sydney or some other faraway country so i could watch miss saigon... lea salonga's the one playing pa... i can go to make-up school without really going to make-up school what with youtube users EnKoreMakeup and stephielaclac... i just love dsl and youtube.. and also, i could view multiply sites of everyone in a flash.. dsl is just love... and because i've been visiting too many make-up tutorial blogs and video sites, i decided to make an amateur tutorial.. but i'm too tamad to post it although i've already made the text.. so it has got to wait... ayun.. i've detoxed somewhat na.. so... ttfn friends..

be a star in my sky...

tralalalalalala a wish was made by bittersweet_041 @ 07:42 PM

yay... finally.. i'm quite relieved with how how things are turning out. it's not exactly how i want things to be pero at least, diba.. i can't expect everything to turn out naman according to how i want them to be... at least i have less things to think about at night... i have an artstud1 paper due tomorrow and haven't started it yet.. it takes double effort pa since it's supposed to be in filipino.. so i have to make it in english first and translate it afterwards... sea30 readings are making my nose bleed... it's so full of technical stuff.. good luck na lang sa discussion namin at sa exam... oh... and i have to memorize the stat stuff pa pala.. i'm so dead!

be a star in my sky...

blog entry a wish was made by bittersweet_041 @ 07:02 PM

i was supposed to post an entry about gossip girl a few days ago but something came up so it got delayed... and i'm not posting it anymore because it kinda destroys the point... basta, gossip girl is <3 and i want penn badgley for christmas... haha.. anyway... on the other hand, things in school are not going so well.. college is indeed a lot harder than high school. although high sool really kept me, i really didn't have to put so much effort. there were a lot of homeworks but more often than not, i'd get by without really studying. but in college, it's a lot different. there are less daily homeworks and most requirements were of the one-time-big-time kind. i have to study most of the time esp now that already have two majors and 5-unit math subject. and we're taking up geography in sea30 now.. i'm so excited for the christmas "vacation" na. although i'd still be doing artstud and stat117 stuff.. in the meantime, i need to study for the stat 115 make-up class tomorrow and for the math 53 exam which we will also be having tomorrow. and i have to start memorize southeast asia stuff on the map pa.. so ttfn friends.. oh... and btw, enchanted is <3 too... amy adams is so galing...

be a star in my sky...

His plan a wish was made by bittersweet_041 @ 11:00 PM

i just realized... for the past few weeks, i've been bothering myself with things that don't really matter.. or if they do, i give them more attention than they ought to have... i've spent so much time worrying about this and that... i've been spending time on how this or that person thinks of me... i've been worrying too much... and it's a shame really... because as ray2 mentioned in her blog, worrying too much is like putting limits on God's generosity. it was like if i worried enough, i could get a hold of things and make them work the way i want them to be... and now, i realize that it is time for me to worry less and trust more, for He knows the plans He has for me... and i know that with His plans, i could never go wrong.

be a star in my sky...

... a wish was made by bittersweet_041 @ 09:43 PM

i've realized, that in order for one to be able to truly go on, one has to let go... it's the one that works for me, at least... i've tried doing the opposite before... and when i thought that i finally did move on, this thing just resurfaces only to remind me that instead of having moved on, i just managed to keep it at the back of my mind so that i could be preoccupied by other things for some time. sometime this week, i would like to believe that God has sent me a sign i am sure not to miss. usually with things like these, it's either i'm just too dense to actually see the signs or i choose not to see the signs altogether... yes, i'm stubborn like that. however, this sign is so loud to the point of screaming and disobeying it would almost never be in question. what did the sign tell me? it told me to let go, to move on. it was telling me that this thing was not for me... that it was better if i just let go. not that it did everything a little bit easiier. it was extremely painful. and i cannot say that it's a little less painful now. but somehow, i know that in the end, i'd be alright...

be a star in my sky...

... #1000000 a wish was made by bittersweet_041 @ 11:45 PM

art studies has rubbed off me.. and now, i proclaim myself a bayang barrios fan... have to get her cds! oh.. and btw.. please pray for my lolo who's in the hospital right now... thanks..

be a star in my sky...