Entries for May, 2008

through and through a wish was made by bittersweet_041 @ 09:44 PM

no matter what happens, i realized that i would be a brucas fan through and through... kahit pa kung anu-ano pa mang comment ang sinabi ko nung start ng season.... it's just so sad that it seems they won't be ending up with each other anytime soon (or ever?)... huhu.... at least the writers made up for it in the 15th episode... how i'd love if this happened under the circumstances i wanted it to... haha... sorry na... delusional na ako... that's what i get from reading and watching too many love stories... through

1 brightened my sky...

sadsadsad a wish was made by bittersweet_041 @ 10:00 PM

so.... i've been trying not to react here about the current pbb season but it seems that it is just inevitable... i just don't get it... i'm not exactly miss goody-two-shoes myself and i know for sure that the values of the pbb teen housemates are not in order... pbb has reached an all-time low... well, maybe not quite but really low, nonetheless... and it's something you can't just blame on the producers or anything. i just don't get it how they were able to give 9 and 5 points to rona and robi respectively and only 4 points to nicole and a measly 2 points to beauty... i just don't get it... i may have accepted it easily if the housemates went all survivor on rona and robi. i mean, it would have been more acceptable if they just said that they wanted to evict the said housemates because they were top competitors. but no! they nominated them for what i think are really senseless things... would you really nominate someone just for not laughing at your jokes? wth! and would you nominate someone for being well-off even if he really was deserving? i just don't get it... is it really the house or are people nowadays losing touch? while watching the nomination take place, i didn't cry, as some would probably expect me to. i was just in extreme disbelief. between rona and robi, one would be going out this weekend. they are my big 2 and i was really hoping that they'd stay until the finals. i wanted either one of them to be the big winner. but now, it seems that only one of them could be. heck, by big night, they might even both be out. but while they may have both financially lost but i don't think they're the actual losers here... as what clar had said in her blog, my reaction might be too much and judgmental but the fact that it really happened is just too sad.. p.s. kung si mikan nga mahal na mahal si rona for her ugali... now, why can't they just be like mikan and see that what rona's doing is actually the right thing? ----- in other news, i have been a working girl now... i've been tutoring "kids" these past few weeks and i must say, it has been a rollercoaster ride since.. can you believe it, i felt the same jitters in this amount of time as i have felt before the psq, on my first day of college, on the day of our str defense, during the weeks leading to the announcements of the with honors and on other life-changing moments... i've lost appetite for the past few days and lost sleep over my tutorials... i've really been stressed a couple of times... it's hard to think that your tutee's academic life depends partly (if not mostly) on you... and his future , too. i've been tutoring math and although i am not exactly brilliant at it, i can as-a-matter-of-factly say that i love it. i really want to share that with them... because i realized that if you actually decide to be good at it, you will be... before, during our overnight at clar's house, i told clar and ray2 that tutoring was very fulfilling for me... though before, it was not a selfless fulfillment. it was fulfilling in the sense that i was actually working and earning for myself... but just today, i felt the sense of fulfillment that teachers usually feel. and it doesn't hurt that one of my tutees gave me the best compliment i think a tutor could ever receive. he may not know it but it just made me feel a lot better, a whole lot better. p.s. i just read this article in peyups and i fully agree with the author... i just can't get how some teachers could be downright sadistic... and doesn't it really bother them? btw, this is the link to the article. http://peyups.com/article.khtml?sid=4374

6 brightened my sky...

wth?!?!?!?! a wish was made by bittersweet_041 @ 12:22 AM

i have just watched the season finale of one tree hill season 5. and i must say that it was one heck of a finale. i say that one tree hill is really here to stay... gosh.. i'm so excited.. if only there were already new episodes, NOW!!!

be a star in my sky...

very nice... a wish was made by bittersweet_041 @ 01:08 AM

curiosity killed the cat... now it's time to move on...

2 brightened my sky...